Remember how my car broke down on the way to my friend’s wedding? Well, it turned out to be more of an inconvenience than an extra day and $1000. Try 2 extra days and $3000.
I tried my best to have a good attitude about it. I made a list of the things I was thankful for. I tried to put a positive spin on everything. It helped some, but it was still annoying.
You know what helped the most? I looked at the service ticket when I got home and it turned out that my rear brakes were 95% worn. I kind of thought they were unresponsive, but I didn’t think it was that bad. I’m actually thankful that my car broke down. I was speeding because I was late for the rehearsal dinner, and if I had to break suddenly, things could have been much worse. Maybe breaking down wasn’t a punishment for having a bad attitude after all. Maybe God was looking out for me.
I often tell clients that the events that they think are terrible at the time may turn out to be blessings in disguise. This is also supported by research on happiness. I mentioned in a previous post how people who become paraplegics from car accidents return to their baseline level of happiness after about a year. Sometimes they are even thankful for the accident, because it moved their lives in a more positive direction.
I guess if you’re really cynical, you could argue that they’re just rationalizing to make themselves feel better. I don’t think this is true, but even if it were, so what? Our beliefs are more compelling than reality, anyway. I’d love to be irrationally grateful.
This holiday weekend has been tough for me. Holidays are the hardest because they are supposed to be filled with family, friends, and food. And in this case, fireworks. I am 0-4. I think about how I’ve spent the 4th of July in the past. Some of the most recent ones were far worse than I could have imagined. Now that I’m single, the best I can hope for is that holidays won’t be as lonely and depressing as I think they will be. This one is about what I expected. (Unless Federer wins tomorrow. Then it will all be worthwhile.)
My tendency is to beat myself up for my single status. I must deserve it because of all the terrible relationship decisions I’ve made. Or maybe I’m just unlucky. Or maybe at some point in the future, I’ll look back and realize that this period of solitude was also a blessing in disguise. I’m not completely convinced of this, but I’m trying to be hopeful.
These are the flowers from the wedding. It has nothing to do with blessings, but I think it’s a cool picture.
wow this was such an excellent point, you gave me much food for thought, I too don't like the holidays , my kids are big now and I am not with my husband….I already am dreading labor day…lol, thank you, I need to take life a day at a time, and count the many blessings I do have…thank you Christy!
Thanks Mary! Today is looking better so maybe I'll end on a high note!
Just look at all the things that we think are real blessings..like winning the lottery and all the disasters that happen to winners and how miserable they are. Maybe disguised blessings are best because they turn out usually to be something bad that turns into good.
This is true Robin.
“Our beliefs are more compelling than reality, anyway. I'd love to be irrationally grateful.”
A most excellent point Christy. Self-talk has a huge impact on our daily reality. Sometimes positive self-talk is one of the only positive things we have. So, the impact of being grateful cannot be overstated. Lately I have tried to be more positive and grateful. It can be easier said than done, but, as your post shows, we have to keep working on it.
Thanks Dave! I have to admit, gratitude does not come naturally to me so I really have to practice!